What is this feeling

What is this feeling......
I like this feeling......but
I don want it come to me.....cause
It will hurt somebody......how
What i need to do with it?
I cannot control it.....
My mind keep controling me.....
I cant control my self....
I don want to hurt her and him....
I feel very sorry to them.....
I really cannot control my self.....
Very sorry.......

My first blog

This is my first blog. I don know what i have to write in here.